im watching the bachelorette..and shes making out with jerry. i think i want jerry to win cuz hes a sweetheart. uh oh a commercial. okay now shes making out with john paul. haha no. john paul is sweet and a good guy but i dont think hes for jen. jen is so pretty-im jealous. haha isnt it funny that when a guy says he loves you to a girl-the girl just kisses him. i find it quite hilarious. but her and john paul are kinda cute together i guess. iono this is confusing. okkay another commercial. its funny all of the people in the background are like wtf are those guys doing with a camera? its pretty funny. aw its so cute theyre picking out rings. yet very sad for one of them. "i want this to turn into a beautiful fairytale." how freakin adorable is that? okay i did not wanna see john paul in a towel. wow okay this is getting intense. another commercial. lsjlakdfldsajlf. moment of truth. john paul or jerry? the first one is john paul. okay. hes so sweet cuz you can just tell he loves her. OMG SHE REJECTED HIM! this is so so so sad. hes so heartbroken. i hate love. but she chose JERRY! hes a sweetheart too. i hate that john paul got heartbroken though. eh hes bein kinda concieted about the fact he didnt get picked. it is kinda sad though. yay for jerry.
i think i still have a crush kinda-sorta but im pretty sure he thinks im weird and some creep...so im pretty sure its not gonna work out. he frickin hates me. yep.
and some model company sent me a letter asking me to be in some modeling show coming up. ok??